Betrayal

Hidden meanings lie in these words
Words of love, words of joy
The sadness that echoes the words unheard
Behind that unfaithful smile, so coy
What we give, we do not get
But do we get “hurt” in return?
Unconvincing truth to forget
And d lies we seek to collect and burn.

Unnamed ecstasy forbidden to d heart
The old sweet “heart”, u were a part
Of mine, gave me a smile, so divine
From al those thoughts I sought to resign –
In short, I gave my heart to you
Did u see d love, did u see the truth?
Did u explore every corner and nook?
Did u see when u walked on it, it shook?

The signs were too blind for us
I guess it would never be the same –
The same old laughter
That we shared
But in the future
We lie unprepared.

I sing the same forlorn song
A song of sorrows singing of pain
Will my life be the same again?
Or will it be in the cold rain?
Would u comprehend the love?
In the manner which u rejoice
U cared not for me @ al
U cared more for me to fall.

I was so blind to see
I hungered for that smile
I’m still painfully fragile
I’m still hanging on the string
Severed by inches, I will fall
Life has no meaning for me @ all.

Should I give up? Should I give in?
My innocent life for u to kill?
Although I’ve committed many sins –
I’ve endured all hate
I’ve endured all pain
My will says I can LIVE again.