Sadist

Things have changed, I’m still the same

And yet the bittersweet memories remain

And all the joy that I knew –

Was jus the morning dew…

I wanna be in everything

I wanna be all mine

I wanna be all selfishness

I wanna be unkind

I so wanna be the mistake

Be a mistake , be a misfit

I wanna hurt everyone

I wanna be a sadist

Everyone says, “Don’t be mean”

But they don mean what they mean

Everyone says, “Be nice to all”

In reality they make you fall

Don’t I have one single wish

Don’t I have my prince to kiss

Don’t I have my sweetest sin

Playing wild fantasies within?

I wanna be in everything

I wanna be all mine

I wanna be all selfishness

I wanna be unkind

I so wanna be the mistake

Be a mistake , be a misfit

I wanna hurt everyone

I wanna be a sadist

And I don’t know what everyone means now

Meanings change everytime, somehow

A Life full of meaningless whims

Is my long life of sin

Shouldn I have my right to care

Shouldn my love go everywhere

Where all of you have sweetest sins

Playing wild fantasies within?

I wanna be in everything

I wanna be all mine

I wanna be all selfishness

I wanna be unkind

I so wanna be the mistake

Be a mistake , be a misfit

I wanna hurt everyone

I wanna be a sadist